Webcam Trauma

by Eva
(Monterrey, Mexico)

Being a plus size has its advantages and disadvantages. There are men who cannot date any other size. However the numbers of such men are dwindling. Men are finding more difficult to handle a big woman like myself. I know some men like their women thin and I respect it but whatever a slim woman can do, I swear I can do better.

The first time I experienced any problem with dating as a result of my size was when I was talking to this guy online. My profile read bbw but I guess he did not understand what it meant. We went on talking and he was really sweet. We kept in touch for some week and he got a webcam and things got kind of kinky between us. He said he wanted to see my face. I turned on my webcam and cam and I heard him scream into the headpiece ‘what the f**k’.

I asked him what was wrong and he explained that he was looking for a skinny girl and apologized to me. I almost got desperate and wanted to beg him to allow us pretend like am his dream size but I knew I would end up disappointed so I had to let him go.

As a result of this I joined a plus size dating site and the men are falling heads over heels at my profile page. I guess there is someone for everyone. As for my age I think it’s just a number and is basically in the mind. Am still young but even when I grow older than this I think the most essential part is looking good and maintaining myself.

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